i am here because i find that being in love and having it returned so completely is like a slow building blaze that has me wanting to be creative again. inspiration is everywhere for any kind of artwork i want to create and yet i find myself drawn over and over to gaming and then not having time to play around with my paints. i have people encouraging me to crank it back up again but i just don't know.........

life is fairly good as far as personal stuff is concerned. i was rereading some of my other entries and i saw where i had spoken of a best friend who had me curious....well...*big smile*....he is just incredible and has become my partner...my "old man" lol. my kids love him and it's mutual. i feel sexy and beautiful and just damn happy!!